A great salvation suggests a great fall. The two go hand in hand. There is room in the Christian life for a deep consideration of both. Having only the great salvation and not the great fall wouldn't be the Christian gospel. Perhaps this is what Dietrich Bonhoeffer called "cheap grace." It doesn't cost much.
A stanza from Elizabeth Clephane's hymn reads thus: "Upon the cross of Jesus/mine eye at times can see/the very dying form of One/who suffered there for me:/and from my stricken heart with tears/two wonders I confess,/the wonders of redeeming love/and my own worthlessness. (Trott, A Sacrifice of Praise, 558). She calls them two wonders. They surprise us. It is their nature to be deeper and more mysterious than we expect to understand fully.
P.T. Forsyth reflects on how we might proceed with our two wondrous wonders: "It is for the redeemed to magnify the cost, the preciousness, of redeeming grace. It is not for the Redeemer. It would be ungracious in Him to do so. He brought the grace to us, and brought it as grace, not as cost; He offered it as a finished thing, rich and ripe, in its fullness and freeness of beauty, love, sorrow, and searching power. For Him to dwell on the cost, who paid it, and to do so while paying it would have been to rob grace of its graciousness, to impair its wonder, amplitude, and spell. But would it not have been just as ungracious, as much of a reflection on grace, if it had made no apostle or saint leap forward, to go behind the constraining liberating, re-creating charm of grace, and to draw out for our worship the cost of it - what holy Fatherhood paid in forgiving and what He was too generous to obtrude, till it pricked the conscience and woke the wonder of the forgiven?" (The Holy Father, 18-19) To use Clephane's terminology to interpret Forsyth, the first wonder of redeeming love is pure gift - the life of Christ given for us. The second wonder of "my own worthlessness" happens second, when I look at the gift that has been given, and find myself, in Forsyth's delightful paradoxical phrase, 'leaping forward to go behind' the gift to find the cost of it. And this draws out my worship.
The charm of grace sends me searching for the cost of it.
Tuesday, May 17, 2016
Monday, May 16, 2016
Unawakened
How do we learn? Pagan thought considered that all learning is recollection: we already know it. It just has to be drawn out of us. Socrates says as much to Meno - "the soul, then, as being immortal, and having been born again many times, and having seen all things that exist, whether in this world or in the world below, has knowledge of them all...for all enquiry and all learning is but recollection." Meno asks Socrates to explain this: "what do you mean by saying that we do not learn?" Socrates gets mad at Meno for trying to trick him: "I told you, Meno, just now that you were a rogue, and now you ask whether I can teach you, when I am saying that there is no teaching, but only recollection; and thus you imagine that you will involve me in a contradiction." In other words, Meno must think Socrates is a pretty big fool to ask him to give him new information about how human beings can't learn new information. Shame on you, Meno. (Plato, trans. Jowett, 361)
Socrates goes on through a lengthy demonstration to seek to prove his point, asking only questions. Not giving new information, but deriving information from the pupil. The boy's knowledge is elicited. It is not new, it is a recovery.
From a more Christian perspective, Glenn Clark reflects on the love of a friend: "Do you love the spirit of your friend, or do you just love the outside of him? If you love his clear complexion, his baritone voice, his straight Greek profile, his splendid figure, and stop there - then your love is not the true penetrating heavenly love. But if you love the deep wells of quietness, deep, deep down inside of him, if you love the Christlike quality of his compassion, or his yet unawakened capacity for intelligence, for endurance, for heroism, then you are beginning to get to the roots of him." (Benson, Disciplines for the Inner Life, 107) This reflects more of a Christian understanding of spiritual gifts: the Holy Spirit comes to live in the Christian. There is something real and powerful there, but it may be asleep, unawakened, and the Christian friend seeks to awaken it.
Finally, P.T. Forsyth explores Jesus' seeming messianic modesty: "Christ never told His disciples He was Messiah till it was borne in on them by contact with Him. He never told them till, by the working of the actual Messiahship upon them, they found it out. Revelation came home to them as discovery. It burst from experience. So gracious is God with His revelation that He actually lets it come home to us as if we had discovered it. That is His fine manner - so to give as if we had found. His shining may even be forgotten in our seeing." (The Holy Father, 17) What is it about our learning that feels new? It feels like we didn't know it before. Socrates suspected we forgot we knew it. Forsyth suspects that our Father graciously lets us "discover things" that he already has for us.
Socrates goes on through a lengthy demonstration to seek to prove his point, asking only questions. Not giving new information, but deriving information from the pupil. The boy's knowledge is elicited. It is not new, it is a recovery.
From a more Christian perspective, Glenn Clark reflects on the love of a friend: "Do you love the spirit of your friend, or do you just love the outside of him? If you love his clear complexion, his baritone voice, his straight Greek profile, his splendid figure, and stop there - then your love is not the true penetrating heavenly love. But if you love the deep wells of quietness, deep, deep down inside of him, if you love the Christlike quality of his compassion, or his yet unawakened capacity for intelligence, for endurance, for heroism, then you are beginning to get to the roots of him." (Benson, Disciplines for the Inner Life, 107) This reflects more of a Christian understanding of spiritual gifts: the Holy Spirit comes to live in the Christian. There is something real and powerful there, but it may be asleep, unawakened, and the Christian friend seeks to awaken it.
Finally, P.T. Forsyth explores Jesus' seeming messianic modesty: "Christ never told His disciples He was Messiah till it was borne in on them by contact with Him. He never told them till, by the working of the actual Messiahship upon them, they found it out. Revelation came home to them as discovery. It burst from experience. So gracious is God with His revelation that He actually lets it come home to us as if we had discovered it. That is His fine manner - so to give as if we had found. His shining may even be forgotten in our seeing." (The Holy Father, 17) What is it about our learning that feels new? It feels like we didn't know it before. Socrates suspected we forgot we knew it. Forsyth suspects that our Father graciously lets us "discover things" that he already has for us.
5/15/16 Sermon - More than Trying Harder
I resonated with the way Jenn described what we're ultimately yearning for. It's easier to describe what it's not than what it actually is. "It's more than trying harder."
Whatever it is, it definitely isn't just about trying harder.
All the wisdom and all the knowledge and truth and beauty were laid in a package at a man's doorstep. He wasn't sure where any of it had come from. He looked around and didn't see anybody. He shouted out, "OK, I'll try harder."
How do we respond when we've been shown the beauty of our families, the gift of life itself, the fragility of the present moment which is always passing away?
We don't just try harder. We pay attention.
Who is around you right now that could use an anonymous gift, an encouraging note, or a gift that can't be repaid?
I went home after the sermon and my 7 month old fell asleep in the car on the way home and Jessica was at a meeting. I decided to sit down and watch some of the 2011 film The Tree of Life. Everyone should watch this film one to thirteen or fourteen times in their life.
Jenn conveyed to us that "it's more than trying harder." As she put it, we do better to turn what we're doing over to God. I like the prayer she gave us: "Let my life not be about my life."
Obedience begins with prayer. Your response to God today is waiting for you in your prayer. "Let my life not be about my life today." "God, let your name be hallowed in my life today." Things will happen even as you speak those words to God. Images will come. People will pop into your head. You'll think of things and people and duties that you wish you hadn't. "Surely not that, Lord!" When that happens, pray again. "Lord, give me courage." Park the car by the side of the road. Make the call. Fire off the email.
Paul's life wasn't about his life: "For two whole years Paul stayed there in his own rented house and welcomed all who came to see him. He proclaimed the kingdom of God and taught about the Lord Jesus Christ - with all boldness and without hindrance." (Acts 28:30-31)
Paul died in Rome while he was doing just this sort of thing. What is the thing you could spend two whole years doing, that you would do for another 40 years uninterrupted if need be if God allowed you the time?
All the wisdom and all the knowledge and truth and beauty were laid in a package at a woman's doorstep. She wasn't sure where any of it had come from. She looked around and didn't see anybody. She opened it.
Whatever it is, it definitely isn't just about trying harder.
All the wisdom and all the knowledge and truth and beauty were laid in a package at a man's doorstep. He wasn't sure where any of it had come from. He looked around and didn't see anybody. He shouted out, "OK, I'll try harder."
How do we respond when we've been shown the beauty of our families, the gift of life itself, the fragility of the present moment which is always passing away?
We don't just try harder. We pay attention.
Who is around you right now that could use an anonymous gift, an encouraging note, or a gift that can't be repaid?
I went home after the sermon and my 7 month old fell asleep in the car on the way home and Jessica was at a meeting. I decided to sit down and watch some of the 2011 film The Tree of Life. Everyone should watch this film one to thirteen or fourteen times in their life.
Jenn conveyed to us that "it's more than trying harder." As she put it, we do better to turn what we're doing over to God. I like the prayer she gave us: "Let my life not be about my life."
Obedience begins with prayer. Your response to God today is waiting for you in your prayer. "Let my life not be about my life today." "God, let your name be hallowed in my life today." Things will happen even as you speak those words to God. Images will come. People will pop into your head. You'll think of things and people and duties that you wish you hadn't. "Surely not that, Lord!" When that happens, pray again. "Lord, give me courage." Park the car by the side of the road. Make the call. Fire off the email.
Paul's life wasn't about his life: "For two whole years Paul stayed there in his own rented house and welcomed all who came to see him. He proclaimed the kingdom of God and taught about the Lord Jesus Christ - with all boldness and without hindrance." (Acts 28:30-31)
Paul died in Rome while he was doing just this sort of thing. What is the thing you could spend two whole years doing, that you would do for another 40 years uninterrupted if need be if God allowed you the time?
All the wisdom and all the knowledge and truth and beauty were laid in a package at a woman's doorstep. She wasn't sure where any of it had come from. She looked around and didn't see anybody. She opened it.
A New Beginning for New Beginnings
After what looks to me like more than a year, I'm going to tend to this blog regularly again.
The blog will be much more exploratory than before. Some will consist of responses to reading. Others will be attempts to communicate about a certain subject in a way that could ultimately become curriculum. I will reflect regularly on sermons.
What will this mean for the actual posts? I expect that they'll be shorter and also more frequent. The Word of God and the Gospel are the constant guide. If any readers wish to see more regular devotions on just Scripture, I understand completely : - ). Email me at ckonker@mandarinpres.com and I'll get you signed up to get the MPC Bible-Reading Devotions which are posted twice a week from members of MPC. Those were so exciting to me as we got them started that they largely took up the energy that I put into this blog.
The blog will be much more exploratory than before. Some will consist of responses to reading. Others will be attempts to communicate about a certain subject in a way that could ultimately become curriculum. I will reflect regularly on sermons.
What will this mean for the actual posts? I expect that they'll be shorter and also more frequent. The Word of God and the Gospel are the constant guide. If any readers wish to see more regular devotions on just Scripture, I understand completely : - ). Email me at ckonker@mandarinpres.com and I'll get you signed up to get the MPC Bible-Reading Devotions which are posted twice a week from members of MPC. Those were so exciting to me as we got them started that they largely took up the energy that I put into this blog.
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